Secret. Dark Humour. Jay Chou.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

wat happen to my tag box? jus change it & i cant see my tag box again...
"403 Forbidden
The following error occurred: Access denied by access control list." ??? wat happen? is my home connection problem? but i can see some ppl tag box lei??? everyone can see my tag box?
forget it... i had del my tag box... no use for ppl to tag & i cant see... if anyone can & had tag this few days, i'm sry... got anythin can msg mi =) if got any other website for tag box, pls tell mi... thank =)

喜歡你 @ 3:33 AM

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

ytd went for steamboat wif chel, yee, heng, siang, simon, hao, des, chang & avis. i love steamboat!!! yummy... thank chang for cooking e food for mi har =)

i seat in between chang & heng... they veri veri noise!!! keep said this gal see them... tat gal look at e ways they eating chicken wing... all shit... hahax... & papa(yee) adding jia jia into my coke har... actualli i dunno... den heng ask mi, y e coke taste Weird, like had been add somethin inside... hahax... i didnt think so much... i noe yee add jia jia into my drink when he ask mi "how ur coke?" stupid mi! hahax...

playing wif simon in heng's car when we on e ways home... hahax... he show mi how ah gua beating ppl... hahax... shit him la... hohox... btw... thank simon & des for sending mi home =)

thank heng & hao too... thank for being our chauffeur but without getting pays... hahax...

喜歡你 @ 3:25 AM

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Friday, November 23, 2007

feel i too over for writing tat? maybe... but all i write is true... had to noe is THEY create this matter for everyone to see... doesn't i have e right to say anythin? got ppl say gossip is true... u will feel angry if u r their friends... but be fair... think of my feeling... think of steven... got many thing u all dunno... i had to state my stand on this... y must i or steven let ppl say gossip cos of them? they did this & i cant say my feeling & thinking? if i dun write out, is only make mi & steven having hard time in my class! be fair to mi & him... they had to face wat they had did... not mi or steven face it for them... Ooh ya... those ppl who ask mi abt e gangs, not read my blog den noe abt this matter... they noe cos they were standing there...

喜歡你 @ 5:51 AM

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todai saw a guy look like jay in sch... hohox... but i feel he more handsome cos he younger ma... hahax...

wanting to buy psp... but if i buy now, i oso wont touch it... cos 3 more weeks will having test... feeling stress... haix...
psp price maybe will increase... cos now many place had out of stock le =( many ppl had told mi tat... let hope when i buy can get a gd price =)

jus now someone ask mi where "steven?" & someone say where his group of friends? i dun mind they asking mi... i dun feel pai seh... cos not my wrong... i mean they act gangs... can see? those call "his friends"... did they give him face? he had to face my class mate most of the time... they act gangs in front of my friends...& other ppl who is from other class... wat will they think? they think they veri wei feng? they feel like tat steven will veri wei feng? they onli makin ppl say gossip at him... they at there laugh when e group of gangs came toward mi... even i feel they are funny... dun say other...

wan to face everythin link to mi =)

喜歡你 @ 3:58 AM

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

i should say out e whole stoy... eugene is steven friend... to ppl who noe mi well, i always play around... And i onli like to play wif those ppl i feel they gd... but eugene is veri violent... he beat mi till veri pain... almost blue black... i told him before... but maybe to him, he jus treat as i playing... i didnt say is his fault... but wat can i do? is i started to play wif him... den i ask steven to help mi tell him when play dun beat mi too hard... veri pain de... but steven dun care mi... i think i told him 3 times... And he hack care mi... OK... nvm... he dun wan to care den forget it lo...

last week, my friend & mi at there joke... i say mickey mouse bla bla bla... mickey is i call eugene... in front eugene i say tat too... he should noe i'm joking...(if he feel hurt or wat i'm veri sry) when steven hear tat... he say mi veri bad... den i feel angri say him back " ya... to uu, i'm always bad..." & i move to e front seat... ting ask mi go back, but he say " DONT CARE HER LA"... he dunnon e reason y i move e seat & like tat say... ofcos i will feel angri... & i feel veri veri tired for this friendship...

e next day, he ask mi wan to sit wif him when do lab... at tat time i still angry... but in e end i still chose to sit wif him... BUT inside e lab, he suddenly stand up & shout at mi " u wan do de ma?" den i reply " ofcos i wan... if not y i sit here?" den he ask to change place wif my friend...

e next day, we quarrel & he ask mi shut up... i feel no use to continue our friendship le... it onli will make us quarrel... i need peace!!!

i didnt realli blame him for we broke up... cos "break" is always say by mi... And i feel quite sry to him for tat... i oso understand love cannot force... even he love other gal or got gf, i oso wont blame him... all i wan to get from him is jus our friendship like last time... no matter wat, i keep on help him when ever he need... but when i need help? where him? i ask him for help, he hack care mi... eugene is not e problem... can see e problem? is his attitue to mi... he & his friends like to say, u & him are jus friend... ya... i noe... is he dun treat mi as friend!

A eg. jus now his friends walk toward mi like a group of gangs & scolded mi... did he stop them? he say he did... but if he did, y they still come find trouble... did he realli STOP? ya lo... stop them by saying "dont go la... dont go la...?"
if now is i wan go find them? i'm sure he will scold mi? y e attiude is totally diff? arent i'm his friend?

his friends walk like gangs, think i'm scare? a friend of his wanted to beat mi... ya lo... come la if u dare... i feel funny lo... he act like wan show mi he wan beat mi & he dun dare... he look like dancing cha cha... hahax... xiao di di wan act gang? hahax... go learn more bah... hmmm... feel bu fu when he say " i noe steven so long, he not like tat bla bla bla..." hahax... feel funny? how long he noe steven & how long i noe steven? ya... last time steven oso wont like tat treat mi... but now... he treat his friends gd but mi? hahax... xiao di di dunno everythin den dun tok...

steven say he didnt ask them go find mi... so? is they wan act gangs? something is his friends create problem & breaking our friendship... not e first time they act gangs to mi le... & this time i cry is cos i feel yuan wan...

喜歡你 @ 2:30 AM

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

had decide to continue our friendship... BUT his friend seen like unhappi wif mi... he wrote " u wan find prob...come find mi..dun go to steven..." in my friendster... tat mean he(steven) still dun understand wat is e main problem between us... i dun wanna to say he wrong or i wrong anymore... i feel veri tired!!! BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN DECISION OR ACTION!

喜歡你 @ 6:08 AM

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Friday, November 16, 2007

HAPPY BRTHDAY, JIA QING MUMMY!!!

thank uu for helping mi so much =) i dun think he will read my blog... but still thank him lots!!!

when den can i buy my psp? I WAN BUY PSP!!! hohox..

喜歡你 @ 7:02 AM

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didnt feel sad or cry le... but feel very yi han... what had i do wrong? y will become like tat? becos of my da xiao jie pi qi? yuan lai friendship is more important to mi... feel more hurt when friendship break... dont blame everything on mi... when u say all tat hurt thing which u nv ever say to mi, u got think y will u say tat? i keep ask myself, y u will say all tat words hurt mi? is i force u? or u jus wan hao lian to other? asking mi to shut up to show tat u very wei feng? i dun understand... is u had change or i noe de u not the real u? or is my pi qi force u till like tat? is all tat my wrong?

喜歡你 @ 6:35 AM

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

no more friendship between us... now jus like he taking a knife & force mi to hate him... last time no matter wat he wont like tat treat mi.. last time even i feel hurt, i oso wont hate him... but now i hate him from bottom of my heart... can feel how much hurt he giving mi? is i tian zhen... tot tat after break still can be gd friend... this show mi tat i'm wrong... every of his guys friends are his brother... gals friends are his gd friends... den mi? is a shit to him? he care for every friends of his... he nv ever care for mi since we break... if he hate mi can tell mi.. y wan tell mi he treating mi as friends & letting mi feel he didnt? i try to keep my sadness in my heart but sometime really ren wu ke ren...

when i angry, he ask tingting dun care mi... ytd say lab will do wif mi... suddenly stand up & ask mi u wan do de ma? in front of everyone... & change place wif tingting... so? y still told mi wan sit wif mi? dont wan den dont wan la... y wan like tat hurt mi? jus now still say something to hurt mi... when i cry, tingting told him... & i heard he say "so wat?" wtf...

he think tat he have new friends... he now noe my class-mate le... so dun need mi le... let see how gd they will treat u! see got ppl there for u when u need, like how i did... see when u got problem, ur brothers will be there for u ma... gd luck for u la... dun blame mi for hate u la hor... is u froce mi de!

喜歡你 @ 5:25 AM

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

sat met 09 friends at chang's house... havin lots of fun... they havin man talk abt da bao xiao bao... hahax... what that? i don't know... hohox... i waiting for them to tell mii wat is da bao xiao bao... hey 09 guys... read this & TELL MI what is da bao xiao bao!!!

ytd when i goin home... got a guy keep follow mi... we get into a same lift... when we get out of the lift, i walk behind him... cos i scare he will follow mi... when i saw him walk downstair, i wait awhile at the stair there... i want to make sure he had went in to his house... lucky i didnt go in my house... he didnt went back to his house... he tot i opening my door... & he rush up... den he saw mi standing a there & he trying to look at his phone & look out(like viewing the sky or whatever...)den i rush down & called my dad... wait my dad at ground floor... before my dad reach, i saw tat guys again... he seem to meeting his friend... he saw mi & they sitting behind mii!!! when my dad reach, den i realise they had went off... so scary!

sry to my class-mate for being so emo most of the time... angry with him today... i jus hoping to find back our friendship like last time (before we stead)... he dont need to treat mi better den other... i jus hope he can treat mi like how he treat his friends! he dote his friends more den gf... so it better for mi to be his friend only... but after we broke, no more happy friendship... regret to stead with him... i lost my best friend! nv ever stead with your best friend!!! actualli our friendship is getting better... is jus that i cant control my anger when i feel he didnt treat mi like how he treat his friends... or even his new friends! that make mi feel he dont treat mi as friend...

feeling sick =(

10.46pm

喜歡你 @ 5:43 AM

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Sunday, November 4, 2007

last two days i had a veri bad mood... got too many thin had happen... i feel veri sad! but no one to tok to =(

hoppin he will stop givin mii attitude... & i can stop givin him da xiao jie pi qi... last time when i feel sad, always got him by my side... but now... i'm alone!!! he had his life... i dun wan to disturb him... no one will understand my feelin =(

喜歡你 @ 6:12 AM

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nothin to blog for this week... hmmm... went home after sch, some time went to je meet yan zhu... ytd didnt meet my 09 friends =( cos i doin my project... miss them lots!!! they mean lots to mii!!!

gettin jay cd soon... hohox... i love his "cai hong & wo bu pei"... it nice!!! hoppin u guys out there can buy jay cd if u like his song... dun jus dl... thank...