Secret. Dark Humour. Jay Chou.

i should say out e whole stoy... eugene is steven friend... to ppl who noe mi well, i always play around... And i onli like to play wif those ppl i feel they gd... but eugene is veri violent... he beat mi till veri pain... almost blue black... i told him before... but maybe to him, he jus treat as i playing... i didnt say is his fault... but wat can i do? is i started to play wif him... den i ask steven to help mi tell him when play dun beat mi too hard... veri pain de... but steven dun care mi... i think i told him 3 times... And he hack care mi... OK... nvm... he dun wan to care den forget it lo...

last week, my friend & mi at there joke... i say mickey mouse bla bla bla... mickey is i call eugene... in front eugene i say tat too... he should noe i'm joking...(if he feel hurt or wat i'm veri sry) when steven hear tat... he say mi veri bad... den i feel angri say him back " ya... to uu, i'm always bad..." & i move to e front seat... ting ask mi go back, but he say " DONT CARE HER LA"... he dunnon e reason y i move e seat & like tat say... ofcos i will feel angri... & i feel veri veri tired for this friendship...

e next day, he ask mi wan to sit wif him when do lab... at tat time i still angry... but in e end i still chose to sit wif him... BUT inside e lab, he suddenly stand up & shout at mi " u wan do de ma?" den i reply " ofcos i wan... if not y i sit here?" den he ask to change place wif my friend...

e next day, we quarrel & he ask mi shut up... i feel no use to continue our friendship le... it onli will make us quarrel... i need peace!!!

i didnt realli blame him for we broke up... cos "break" is always say by mi... And i feel quite sry to him for tat... i oso understand love cannot force... even he love other gal or got gf, i oso wont blame him... all i wan to get from him is jus our friendship like last time... no matter wat, i keep on help him when ever he need... but when i need help? where him? i ask him for help, he hack care mi... eugene is not e problem... can see e problem? is his attitue to mi... he & his friends like to say, u & him are jus friend... ya... i noe... is he dun treat mi as friend!

A eg. jus now his friends walk toward mi like a group of gangs & scolded mi... did he stop them? he say he did... but if he did, y they still come find trouble... did he realli STOP? ya lo... stop them by saying "dont go la... dont go la...?"
if now is i wan go find them? i'm sure he will scold mi? y e attiude is totally diff? arent i'm his friend?

his friends walk like gangs, think i'm scare? a friend of his wanted to beat mi... ya lo... come la if u dare... i feel funny lo... he act like wan show mi he wan beat mi & he dun dare... he look like dancing cha cha... hahax... xiao di di wan act gang? hahax... go learn more bah... hmmm... feel bu fu when he say " i noe steven so long, he not like tat bla bla bla..." hahax... feel funny? how long he noe steven & how long i noe steven? ya... last time steven oso wont like tat treat mi... but now... he treat his friends gd but mi? hahax... xiao di di dunno everythin den dun tok...

steven say he didnt ask them go find mi... so? is they wan act gangs? something is his friends create problem & breaking our friendship... not e first time they act gangs to mi le... & this time i cry is cos i feel yuan wan...